I feel so sad!! Loy is going for NS and i didn’t know that until today and he will be leaving on this Monday!! I feel like crying!

Although he is just my really good friend, not seeing him online is very very sad. It feels like he is leaving me. As though other time i don’t feel that too. After OBS, it has been like on and off and on and off. Say only he is my BBF (bestest best friend not bestes boyfriend), but he don’t treat me like one. i feel left out in away. It hurts but i will just smile like nothing happen. And now he is going. I can’t tell anyone how sad am I.