When friendship turns sour, who are we to blame?

We were once so close and attached but unfortunately, things aren’t the way it was. Are we living in denial, trying to convince that everything is alright? I’m not. I know things aren’t right. But the course is ending, there’s nothing much we can do. Just keep away to reduce the tension in between and treasure all the fun we once had in our memory.

Why? i used to ask my self. I don’t undertsand what exactly caused the ruining of a friendship. But i’ve found out the key to it, a discovery everyone must know…

I shall take my OBS experience as an example.

15 kids of all bakcground and ages, living together under uncomfortable conditions and faces so many challenges. They come together to face the challenges. They bonded for 10 days and some even said “i hope we will be friends for a very long time even after the course ends.” Now i can say that it’s bull s*** lor. But not to say they weren’t sincere that time, they were very sincere indeed. And so we departed after the wonderful experienced we had. Played with water, went kayaking for our first time together, went hiking for 6 hours with all the cool posts. Friends forever right? So cool, i don’t want to loose these friendships…

But of course, the ending wasn’t a sweet ending. After the departures, only a speck of them remained as friends. For many years, the same thing happened over and over again until i didn’t really expect much from what they say, that is when the bull poo comes in. So yea, it doens’t happen only in OBS, it happens every where. What can you expect from teenagers wor? We change as frequent as the we change our underwear.

Well, we were just adapting ourself to stay alive, just like in college. We make friends to ask about homework, seek companionship, fun and many more. I’m glad i made friends with many nice people but i don’t really expect that we will last for a very long time. I am just being practical, you may say that i’m being insensitive, but don’t blame me, i saw what i saw and i assume it will be the same ending. We need to move on in life, if we stay with the past, we wont be able to meet new people and enjoy our new life in the new environment. But i am really glad that i’ve found this bunch of crazy people, i’m just not to sure if we could revived how we felt, because, all of us are changing. We don’t really share much together anymore…

But i don’t know why are they making such a big issue out of it. haih…