Last night before i went to sleep..

Char: Dee.. i am scared.
Dee : Scared of what char?
Char: The future.. Global warming…
Dee : Why global warming? you can’t do anything now also. Maybe next time you work as some bla bla who can fix the problem.
Char: I am scared we all no food and water to eat next time.. *a tear drop*

Just morning while eating breakfast…

dee : dad. char is scared.
char: shhh.. don’t need to tell them. They will think i am stupid.
dee : dad?? char is scared.
mom: why is char scared?
dee : She is scared of global warming.
mom: =.= *sigh*
char: next time we don’t have water to drink and food to eat… we will die of starvation..
mom: =.= that will happen after a very long time.. so don’t worry la.
char and dee: =.=

Papa just kept quiet the whole conversation. No one understands except dee. Maybe because they are at their middle age now so it doesn’t bug them, but we are just 19. If we live until 100, i don’t know what to imagine.. So sad how they don’t understand our feelings..

I have stopped reading environmental articles for a while because they are just too depressing. How our water sources are really reaching the limits or i think maybe it has reached it limits. it is only a matter of time…… I need to be more matured before i can continue reading them.

I am going crazy.