I was alone beside the swimming pool feeling nothing and just breathing like a normal human being when i saw a little birdie.

Little birdie was still as a statue. It look very weird as it was really still. So i went closer and try moving my hand toward it. Still not moving. Then it started chirpin’ really loudly. It can’t fly away from me but it jumped away from me. So i just stare at it for a few minutes. It was injured. The tail was broken. And maybe too young to fly. So i told Dad to come to see Lil Birdy. Dad came and put it inside the tree so that it could hide when it rained.

I tried holding it, but my hand was shaking because of the coffee i drank earlier.

Lil Birdy couldn’t fly. I pitied Lil Birdy. I thought of bringing it home to feed it water and food and let it go when it can fly.

So I asked dad if i can take it home. I really wanted to save Lil Birdy. I usually won’t do that. Lil Birdy was special.

I put Lil Birdy in an empty tissue box to keep it still. But the bumpy road was giving stress to Lil Birdy. So Lil Birdy went crazy, started flapping its wings and it managed to come out from the box. It rested on my finger.

Birdy see car..

When it rested on my finger it was calm. So I let birdy see car and lorry. Birdy was very calm. And i was calm. It was a long ride home. Birdy shitted on my hand because it was freaked out, but i didn’t mind.

birdy see lorry..

We reached home. I quickly took water to feed birdy but birdy was exhausted and looked like in deep stress. I managed to feed birdy few drops of water before it succumbed to it death on my hand. It was gasping for air before it went. Dee told me to stay strong. She said, “Don’t cry char..”

Right after birdy left, dee started to press birdy’s chest. Maybe… just maybe a miracle will happen..who knows it just fainted.. Birdie opened its eyes. But it just opened its eyes. Nothing more than that… I continued pressing its chest for 10 minutes. No miracle happened.

I am really dissappointed. I was imagining letting it free..

Most will say i am the cause of its death, but leaving it there was not a choice. It was there for a few hours before i took it and no birds were even near it. sigh..