My assignments are piling up in a way even though i clear them everyday. It’s kinda stupid. They say YOU WILL LOOSE YOUR PASSION FOR IT IF YOU PILE YOUR ASSIGNMENTS EVERYDAY! but the thing is i clear them eveyr day! But! they take such a long time to finihs that it’s similar to piling them up lar. and im not loosing the passion now here, its mroe like i draw until so sien~ So to let me have some life here, i’ve decided to slacken my self. How? Don’t need to put so much effort in one piece of drawing loh. That means i get a lower grade loh. haih… so sad… Hopefully they wont give me a C. B- is okay =) As long no C =)

Oh ya. What’s with the great breasts. For my figure drawing, i am starting to select reference whish are very provocative and sexy. It seems more exciting and not so boring. Especially after you finihs the drawing, you amaze your own self how sexy you can draw some body. it’s just way too cool. Hee

And my lecturers are guys too. So its natural for them to like a sexy pikcha. Not to say bias or what but its natural lar. SO in a while im drawing smart! you knwo how people say study smart? I’m drawing smart! Hee… Sure enough that day that sexy pikcha got selected to put in fron of class with some other people’s work too. so the lesson for today is draw sexy pikcha if you lecturer is a guy. But actually sexy ladies on paper give s a more syioking feeling to everyone, not only male. coz they are more elegent and if we are able to draw them right, they will turn out beatifully. But the hardest part for me was to draw the breast. I’ve seen my classmates drawing breasts and they were so fake looking. either too round or just not nice. The toning of it has to be just right! hee. That’s all i ahve to say about breasts. Hee.

Oh ya, just wondering if guys get horny while drawing all these sexy pikchas. coz coz they ahve to stare and stare and stare…. and they are 18! you know raging hormones you know?? yup… so i wonder~

I am actually starting to dislike some of my classes…. coz the lecturers keep asking the same old stuff and keep saying the same old thing. Like “who’s going to AD?” (then ill be the only one wif my hand up) Then they’ll go “so few only??” then ill go =.=. then they’ll say “so iwont be seeing you all anymore?” then i go =.=. then they say “for thoese who are going, you will be in hell, so be prepared” SO SO SO NOT ENCOURAGING AT ALL LOH. DAH LA IM ALREADY THE ONLY PERSON FROM MY CLASSES DOING THAT COURSE, AND ALL THE WORDS I EVER HEAR IS HOW BAD IT WILL GET LOH. LIKE IM THE ONLY ONE GOING TO HELL. ISH… SO STUPID SO STUPID. I DUN LIKE AD PEOPLE I DUN LIKE! THEY HAVE SOME KIND OF MENTALLY WHIHC I DUN LIKE. IT’S CALLED THE NEVER ENDING DRIVING FORCE. SHEEEEEEEEESH. yuck yuck. but that’s the only suitable course for me =( other’s are just too extreme for me… so how you tell me how… i am enjoying wat i am learning now but i don’t look forward to the future.. there’s no life in it =( i know there wont be life in it actually but but but i still wanna go… maybe hoping that i will some how put some life in it but i doubt it… coz the world is so screwed up. we all should die in 2012. really… coz everyone is so screwed up…

it’s like everytihg is going bad. wanna do good also cant do bad also cant. so what to do lar. stay home every day so that we wont get infected by this that disease. then study hard so that next time CAN EARN BIG MONEY. like all we ever know is that. and everyone knows thats a screwed up fact. so screwed up that everyone thinks its okay. some dont even know that its not okay. thats more screwed up. then if study so hard then people will say YOU NO LIFE GO GET A LIFE LAR. then wat do you do? then you go find for stuff to do… then lecturer scold you coz you take your studies for granted and go play. then of course here comes the time management thingy… but i dun think there still is such a thing loh. coz everything is so screwed up again. the end. we are all stucked in a screwed up world. too bad.