Wow. After reading one of my favourite blog, i felt it was time to say a few things here. Nothing about the poasts i’ve read but it’s time to update my blog. This andrew ho guy is not related to me but i feel so fascinated with his vocab, its so wide bt he claimed that he’s english isn’t that good, or i read wrongly? I’m not too sure about that. Maybe. One thing is that he tends to talk about a little of this and that and surprisingly for the politics bits, i can understand what he tries to say! Because normally i don’t get a single meaning from those political inclined blogs so i don’t like reading them. Hmmm.. and i don’t read news papers anymore because it’s not fun with all the disasters happening and unhappiness of people of wanting to be heard and all. It’s time to except that we don’t get heard and we live with it lar. haha. whatever. why get so angry with all the negative energy. Why keep talking about not using plastic bags when we still use it anyway.

Okay what’s the situation here. You see, char is an environtmentalis in a way. But she stopped being that at the moment ebcause situation changes from time to time. we ran out of maid lately, so we are lacking of plastic bags to thorw rubbish. So lately i’ve been buying stuff and still except plastic bags despite it’s just a piece of bread which i will be eating instantly on the spot so the bag is relaly for no use. but ill bring it around to use it as my tissue paper bag coz ive been having flu lately. then once i get home ill be using it to pack the rubbish too. so screw using rubbish bag at the moment coz we need it. lalala~ lately and lately and lately.

Funny thing you know, i go to an art college but i look forwad to their motivational talk. i don’t need them but i’d like to always think that they are wrong and they are just being one sided. haha. am i in the wrong place? xD My life sucks at the moment coz i’m not happy in all sorts of ways. So ebing negative is what i do. feeding my soul with answers i want. Design is nice but it’s not that nice. im too broing for design but im still going to do it anyways, so boring people will like my boring ideas. at least i still have a market out side. there’s always a market for something, just that peopl tend to focus on the majority.

Oh ya.. cant wait to major. next semester ill be majoring. not to say im looking forward to it but in a way yarh. coz i guess i will feel happier. i ask dad when he was 20 did he experienced such pain in the brain where you feel liek you are experiencing mid life crisis but you are only 20. then he said life is not always happy. which i suddenly agree. then after that i cannot bombard him wif questions anymor coz he was rigth at that time. so em and char got stuck but still feeling unsatified coz we are so unhappy wif our life right now but we don’t feel liek dying. We acknowledge the bloody feeling and trying hard to counter it. it’s like a mathematics equation, the harder it gets the more you hate it but at teh same time you wanan kill it and victory will be ours! like that.

then we got back home and voila! new question! so what if life is always unhappy? how do we make unhappy life happy? that was the main question! haih im bored being an amature phisolopher. yarh it hink about these stuff all da tme and ometimes in the middle of my sleep lets say 3am i would just pop my eyes open and a lif qoute would go thru my mind. then i will tell my self to write it in my blog the next day but i forgot about it. my peak would be the 10 minutes before sleep. sometimes an hour.

oh ya. here is a set of font ive designed. not for viewing pleasuer but its an assigment. its a american bobtail cat style. nah take a look and see.

 okay i suck at print screen. at least you can see the main idea.

i cant imagine how can i be a graphic designer since im not good at these shortcuts and photoshp skills. i choose to blmae my lecturer coz i like to put the blame on people just to think i will feel better. so i blame my lecturer. coz he didnt spoon feed me like my alevels time. but i dont really understand how photoshop works loh. why so many layers. why cant just i copy and paste? why cant the colour be white by juts putting white colour on it? alot of things i did i didn’t knwo why i did that for. no meaning. so i like ilustrator. hee.

oh ya. whats wif people when you tell them that you dun understand? they will ask back “why dun you understand? what do you not undertsnad?” i dun undertsand evrything lar. then they will say “very easy one mar” so easy then you do loh. if so easy then why must i pay for lecturer to teach me woh. hor? i’m always right! haha. if i say i dun get it meaning i dun get it lar. why keep denying that i dun get it. for example i tell you to draw. and you cant. then i ask you why cant you draw? whihc part you cant draw? then of course u will say i just cant draw la! its teh same. so i wont force you to draw coz u dun understand how drawing works. my dad thinks science and some stuff is easy. but its not loh. when i say i dun understand chemistry he ask me why cant i understand. then i say i dun se the big pictre then he say why not. then is say co im stupid. hee

oh ya. it kinda sucks when you know that every where youu go you dun seem to be one of the good ones. like for me… im the only one majoring in advertising n my class lar. bt my lecturer commented ‘wah so many of you actually got future to major in ad such as names, names and names. but im not inside. i try nto to feel anything but if im nto feeling anything you cant see this in this post now~ so.. life sucks huh? xD nobody seem to see some future in me i dunno why. i mean my lecturers lar. you feel kinda demotivated but at the same time you dun feel much pressure. and it kees you humble. hmmm.. im not spectacular but im always in a field of people wantin to be spectacular. im getting very laid back in class now. dun really feel liek mixing around anymore coz everything is just going the opposite way. one guy is afraid of me coz im quiet in class but active in msn. so he’s scared. so go to mummy coz queit girl is scary. boo~

so naive la these people. haih… being wif them everyday is like… you think people are those people you see everyday? if i work partime cleaning houses you also wont know lar. hor? okay… time to go now. bye bye~ hope you all had a great time reading.